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Monitoring Depression
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In the last section, we discussed how to begin experiencing an increased sense of difference between heart or core self and your ego or reactive thoughts. You were provided with the "Need to be Right" exercise.
In this section, we will discuss various ways that holiday triggers can become recurring times of anguish and how to recognize patterns of some of your negative habits.
One of the problems with holidays is in the area of expectations. Do you agree? Oftentimes you have positive expectations and things just don't work out the way you had planned in your mind. Or sometimes you may have negative expectations which turn into self-fulfilling prophecies.
Think of an example of an upcoming situation you have already labeled as one that
is going to be negative?
Self-Styled Hell
One of the biggest stressors during the holiday season
is our obligatory contact with other people - holiday parties or get-togethers
with friends or relatives. Is there anything about the way you are at these kind
of gatherings that you would like to change? Is there anything about the behavior
or attitudes to your friends at these gathers that you would like to change?
As
long as you are preoccupied with what others do or don't do you are locked in
a sort of self-styled hell. Why do I say a self-styled hell? Think back to the upside down smile your child had on his or her face when... the ice cream you bought
to go with the pumpkin pie wasn't Ben and Jerry's, their favorite. Or think about
Uncle Bill that insists on smoking in your house; the relative that drank too
much, showed up late or didn't come at all and on and on and on. Yet the instant
your awareness returns to yourself, you cannot help realize that you are free
to feel the way you wish.
Do you see how this is an accurate statement of cause
and effect? Let me repeat that sentence. The instant your awareness returns to
yourself you cannot help realize that you are free to feel the way you wish as
mentioned earlier. However for me and perhaps for you this awareness of my ability
to change my feelings needs to transform from a mere description into ability
to accomplish this into actual actions. Do you agree?
If you
continue the same reactions towards these people and holiday triggers still stay
intact, and the world that you have always had, you will remain its victim. Your
chronic feelings of discontent may merely deepen. You do not have to change your
reactions immediately. That may be the second step but it is not the first. Instead,
you must continue to notice them. Your initial reactions use the past as a guide.
Therefore, you get what you've always gotten. Would you like to change? You certainly
cannot change others around you. Your life reflects this decision. Rather than
blindly reacting to your daughter, Uncle Bill, the relative or clerk in the store
it is possible to catch your reaction, evaluate it, and create a moment of stillness
or a pause, so to speak as mentioned in a previous section.
♦ The Battlefield of Your Judgements
Your
ability to decide is merely as simple as your ability to give attention. Whether
you realize it or not at the time you have chosen to look at whatever "has
your attention" and have decided to turn away from its opposite. The negative
trigger regarding your anger or whatever the negative emotion happens to be towards
your daughter, Uncle, relative, clerk is always the same: a judgment. When your
mind stops judging another it assumes a more neutral function of calm, non-judgment,
and, to use a technical term, lack of cognitive or thought distortions.
Every experience is preceded by a decision. Do you agree? Letting your day or your holiday season dictate your mood is your decision. Deciding to have the kind of day you want will not give you special powers and advantages over those who do not yet know enough to decide. And the kind of choice I am speaking of will never call for you to wring from other people their compliance by nagging or out reasoning them. By consciously choosing to be happy you leave the battlefield altogether. The battlefield? Yes, the battlefield of your judgments.
♦ 7-Step "Morning Attitude Log" Technique
Try this exercise. When the holiday triggers started
to creep in and you are feeling the "holiday blues" begin to take hold
of your self-talk, by making a "Morning Attitude Log".
Step 1:
Write down all that you can remember regarding what you do physically (not mentally)
just after you awake. Put these in the order they usually occur. Do you first
lie in bed a minute or two with your eyes closed and "think" or do you
jump up immediately? Do you yawn and stretch? Then go to the bathroom? Once in
the bathroom do you first look in the mirror? Weigh?
Step 2: For the next
two or three mornings watch your behavior carefully and add anything you left
out in your list above. Do not as yet catalog mental activity.
Step 3: Beginning
the first morning after, have your notebook beside your bed and start recording
the ideas that accompany each separate physical activity.
Continue this every
morning until you believe you have thoroughly identified your usual mental patterns
regarding your first twenty minutes' activity.
Step 4: Once you feel complete as to how you begin your day, you are now ready to change it, should you feel
a change is needed. Unless you take time to first see the tone you usually set,
and how you set it, you will know of no real reason for correcting it, and although
you may make some efforts at beginning your mornings differently, these will be
halfhearted and will eventually be discarded.
Step 5: Just before lying down
to sleep, formulate your purpose for the next day.
Step 6: When you begin
to wake, immediately start repeating your purpose (or some phrase or two from
it) over and over in your mind. The night before you might memorize what these
words will be and in the morning let them come from your heart.
Step 7: After
your period of repetition, sit up and begin building your determination to follow
your purpose throughout the day. Although this need take only a few moments, do
not start your usual activities until you know that your purpose is clearly set
and that you are sure it is this you want above all else
Is setting a purpose the night before something you might consider to change some self defeating mental triggers that are set into action when you wake?
In this section, we have discussed various ways that holiday triggers can become recurring times of anguish and how to recognize patterns of these negative habits. Also, we included a "Morning Attitude Log" exercise to address these holiday triggers.
The next section will discuss how to deal with a negative
thoughts: by avoiding self-criticism; by eliminating unnecessary mental stimuli;
and by releasing the burden of small, useless battles.
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QUESTION
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What do you create as long as you are preoccupied with what others
do or don't do? To select and enter your answer go to Test.